I'm looking to overcome my frustration with this life

Since I was a little girl, where I resided was important to me. I now live in North Miami with my new husband and I absolutely hate it. I don't like the city life and I find myself closed up in the house. Lately, I started drinking. I would leave my husband but he is a good man and we just got married. I would rather be free than live here. Condo life is for the very young. I want my yard and garden back....I feel lost here. Not only that but his grown children don't like me. they lost their mother and NO ONE will ever be able to take her place (Not that I want to...they are the most spoiled children I've ever met)...so there you have it...I vented...Thanks.