MillissaHasHope

I have DDD and have been suffering for 8yrs of R leg pain. I have had 8 surgeys and about to have 1 or 2 more soon. All I want is to get off all this RIDICULOUS amount of narcotics that hardly works any more anyways. And find some other way to survive this HELL I am going through. I have 3 children that really do need me to survive this. So, suicide is just not going to work. Even though living in my bed is very hard when the rest of the people of this world just goes on without me. It has been a long hard trip. I just wish God would grant me a miraculous healing so I could have the rest of my life to be happy once again. And, raise my children like they deserve to be raised.